So, it's been awhile

Well, I have decided not to share this blog with my family. I have decided it is going to become MY blog. I will deal with whatever I wish to deal with here. I have been posting on a MF forum. I have a journal there. I keep posting and seeing all of the other people interacting. I feel very stupid saying this but it's one of those things that I feel...it's that 'if we just ignore her maybe she'll go away..." on that forum. I respond to people's posts. I comment on things and like two out of a hundred people have actually talked to me. I wanted to have some support like I did when I was on the 100+ to lose board. I'm dying for someone to connect with to be able to share and support in this journey.

I was stalled at 233 for two full weeks. Still mostly on plan just a few 'off plan' times. Okay, I pretty much cheated all weekend this weekend...On Friday I weighed in at 233.2 Monday I started at 237.6. I weighed in at 231.6 this morning. I'm very excited about that. My parent's are coming out to visit on Nov. 2 and I want to surprise them when they get here.

My mom joined some biggest loser competition at her job. She said she's already lost four pounds this week. Good for her. I hope that one day I can be as small as she is.

She's hoping to lose 20#'s during her competition.

I'm excited to lose weight. I feel better. I told C that if I kept losing I was going to have to go out and buy new pants. I have one pair of capri's that fit right now. The rest stay on but I've taken to rolling the top of them to get them to stay up. How gross is that? And seriously, we just don't have the $$ to spend. Not if I'm going to continue to MF. I will spend apx 200-300/mo on their food. Depends on what I buy. I have enough food in the cupboard to last at least one more month. I guess we can go from there.

Okay, gotta move or something.